Getting tense up. Getting frustrated really easily. Nooo.. I'm not going thru menopausal. Ha. At least, I could still make a crap joke out of it. Not in depression after all.

Don't say I got no stress... 'Cos I have. Many things to think and worry about. Those stuff are draining me out. I just don't usually open up my bottle widely. With a weak body, I still got to keep myself functional at work. Fat hope to take mc. We are severely lack of staff.... So, I'm like an infectious bomb that my patients should be afraid of. But, I don't deny that I love my job.. In fact, alot. *Okay, except for some irritating 'bffs' and annoying patient and their relatives.....

I've been self medicating for abt a week now. No improvement but getting worst. So, right now... Plan B - I'm trying pi pa gao. Seriously, there's no point for me to go to the GP to get some cough syrups and all those all in one package medications.... Why? 'Cos they will cause drowsiness, and how to function at work if the meds are round the clock? Besides. Not that my workplace don't have them. Hmm.. next up Plan C would be herbal tea... Sad ar, C did not mention she would want to buy for me. Not her special one after all. Haha. Come to terms. Lols.

I got to take care of myself and love myself much much more. Seriously. And, I got to learn to phrase my words properly and carefully.

Not in a very good mood today. So, I guess. That's all.

Sighs. After all, I just need to keep strong.

Deflated Bounce:

Let me have something to look forward to pls...

Surprise me.

May I recover soon.