Everyone is growing up.
Growing up means working-adults.
With Christmas 2009 round the corner. This year's holiday season is hardly felt.
Should I say a little disappointment is there? Sigh..
3.1, Dui Zhang would be at Germany. 2 sisters having wedding dinners to attend on eve and christmas itself. The rest, most likely with their partners. Nahs, I dont really fancy being a gigantic light bulb. Its hard.
Baby, most likely spending with her family. Already had such a thought, I guess.
Cousin, with her dome ppl and her customers. The inflexibilty of F&B.
So, 2009 Christmas. Most likely spending it alone. Spending it at work. Spending it with my patients. Ya, saddening. Hospital doesn't close. Wells.
(Who the hell says teacher and nurses are about the same.)
& did I mention? This year's Christmas lightings not so awesome at town. Kinda of 'recycle, reuse and reduce' message is within those decos.. The ones set up at Novena square/ Square 2 is so much nicer.
2009, many major changes in my life.
Is it too early to make those reflections to wrap up the year? Hmm.. Who cares, right?
2009:
- the year I graduated from Polytechnic.
- the year I got offered a Job from the hospital.
- the year I got confirmed from probation.
- the year I'm gonna turn 21.....
- the year 3.1 walk through difficulties with each other.
- Our 3rd year without wanting to celebrate.
- the year, I'm gonna get my government given bonus. ;)
Had it been a good year? I'm not certain. But.
I would like to take this opportunity to say a few things if anyone happen to see this.
I would like to apologize if I had raised my voice at you, if I lose my temper unnecessarily, if I did any silly things that made you angry, if I did stupid things which cause you to be upset. Terribly sorry. & I hope you could forgive me and accept a new me in the upcoming 2010.
I would like to give thanks if you had spend your time listening to me, showing me guidance, teaching me things which made me learn, accepting me for who I am, helping me out in my life in one way or another. Really... Thank you. Deep down in my heart, I appreciate.
In my heart, there are a few things which I've already thought through and over. I think, I see the change in me, at least for now.
I would still want to be your princess.