sometimes in life you may wonder who are those that admire or judge you.
its funny that i thought of this all of a sudden on my off day.
was just lying on bed, going thru certain things in my lap and i realise that i am judged by ppl certainly during the phase of my life.
i often get misunderstood, often got neglected, often get crap comments.
i'm seldom appreciated, nearly zero praises i heard.
sometimes i really wonder if i really deserved the ways that how i was treated.
is there somethin wrong with me that i don deserve good stuff?
or am i just prone to bad things..
am i not worth those attention..
i am not evil.
either i am too nice.
i am just myself.
i guess that's wat makes me weak.
*i realise C took quite a lot away from me
P.s: get well soon baby.
