*蝴蝶夫人*♥

*[ December 31, 2008 ]*

About less than 12 hours to the new year 09.

Probably its time to blog about something since my nice sister is willing to fetch me to work. (*thank you for not rejecting so that i have the tiny winy time to blog)

Have always been busy 'cos of work.

Didnt manage to meet up with ppl that i always wanted to. =(

But well 09 the cow yr, i will try to manage my time better.

08 - i'm wondering if its a good or bad yr.

Many stuff had happen. Be it good or bad, I just everyone around me to be pink and healthy.

There're a few things i bet i wld not have the courage to say in face to face.

So this wld be a good place for me to display my pc..

To Kor: Congrats that you really found a good job, thou you'll always be flying ard SG-GY, i'm glad that you make it thru since childhood. And all of us adores you. you're the best kor ever! and you are really a good role model.

To Xinhui: Welcome to 3.1! Hope you love us just as how we love you and ur silly-ness too. =P

I know you've been feeling high and low this yr, but hope 09 wld be you some enlightenment.

To Jie: Salute you to having not enough sleep the past 3 yrs. You'll be a good mummy. And of 'cos 3.1 will help you out as much as we can. You're our best san-shun!!! =D Love ya. If not for you, i doubt we will all be so close like now.

To Jeff: Great to hear that you took up that job that will help out more in ur family expenses. Work hard and spend more time with us!!! =) Mj session also can.... =P

To Erjie: Girl, we love you no matter what. I hope you cld keep your silly brain aside for the upcoming 09. No partner, nvm. Others will still envy you 'cos you're loved by many... urs wld come. i hope you'd be happier. Congrats in being a graduate and ur new car.

To Sanjie: My darling sister, thank you for always been ard my good and bad times. You're so sweet to let me slp thruout in ur car and so sweet to fetch me to work. I know you may be moody and unhappy these days. Follow ur heart. Always rem to be happy 'cos we dont like to see you suffering. Treat urself better. (*not in terms of food!) Congrats in being a graduate.

To Shawn: I dont know how in love you are to my sis, but if u want us to welcome you to the 3.1 family love, you better treat her well huh! If not you sld know where cld i attack you... =p Good luck in ur new Zebra-company.

To Baby: Sorry that I cld not keep you company till i knock off at abt 9.30pm. I know how it feels. I will make time for you my love. You're someone impt in my life that cld not been taken away. I love you and may us have a happy upcoming yr ahead. =) Thanks for the mutual trust and respect, ur understanding, everything. Nothing cld change what you mean to me, i assure you.

To Yijun: Grow up le my dear xiao-mei. Hope everything wld be good for you in 09. Cant be too pampered le huh... Society wont let you have your way.. 3.1 loves you and ur jokes.. =) our best cockster of our entire life. Be happy dear.. may all bad things goes away..

To Hongwei: Xiao mian yang, you better treat our xiao mei well or you know what to expect. You've been a good entertainer and you really brought laughter to us, to me at least... Treat her well and we promise to let you attend the future parties. =P good luck to the U-intake.

To Ryan and Kyan: If they wld know what i mean. (*haha) Treat your daddy and mummy well. Dont be too naughty and i hope ur childhood wld be a meaningful one... Si-yi loves you both.. =D

*To be continued since i have to work =(

Good bye 08, Hello 09 =)

12:35
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*[ December 27, 2008 ]*

this christmas is so much of mixed feeling.

but nevertheless, i still love the time with

- Jeff & Jie,

- the dears 1 & 2,

- erjie & ting,

- sanjie & lao-qian,

- jun & xiao-mian-yang,

- darling yans yans,

- weiqiang,

- and not forgetting my baby.. =) =D 8D

and i got many lovely presents.

espirit umbrella from JJ,

bedroom slippers/sandals from the dears 1 & 2,

flower ear rings from erjie,

nurses watch from sis and shawn,

butterfly ring from jun and xiao-mian-yang,

lollipop from WQ...

the objective of the christmas party was to spend the tgt as a family, to eat the bbq food which some of us prepared, tiramisu, logcake (which was not eaten), presents exchange. its the BONDING time.

i apologise if i've not put in 100% in being participative.

but night shift is really not having fun.

hope you girls cld stand in my shoes.

and if my partner had shown you her not so cute as usual look,

i apologise on her behalf as she is worried that i'm not getting my sufficient dosage of rest.

to her: we treasure you as our loved ones and it will stay the same till the end of our breath.

lets not point fingers at each other for what had happen. we shall look forward and not harbour the past. we all love you. hope you knows, still.

*its silly to be mad over all this. its suppose to be a gathering, not to lose or leave anyone out.

Merry Christmas darlings~

Hope you all like the gift specially chosen by my baby and i. =)

She enjoyed herself...

tadah. got my very nice present from baby.. =)

Love her to bits! 8D

00:29
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HoHoHo.
Its pretty sad that you got to work while ppl are enjoying themselves.
Had to be on night shift on the 22th-24th.
9pm - 7.30am the next morning.

I spent my christmas at ttsh - my future hangout place.
We are not bunch of sad ppl.
We make each other happy. =)

We had a small christmas party on christmas eve.. =)
Check us out..
Thank you for making me not slightly moody at work my fellow nurses.. =)

*our pizza feast at 12mn

* with nic - lazing at work

* our log cakes~

* the whole crew!

i lost all those extra pounds after that when i sponge pt. ;P

00:12
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*[ December 22, 2008 ]*

Yesterday was crap... Busy like a bee..
My back was like showing me signals like it had overwork after i settles everything.

Went to Clementi as usual to meet baby after work.. =)
That makes me happy. She keeps me alive.
I'm invited to attend baby's company Pre-christmas party..
Christmas party with the MPAMCians.
A little scare..
But I enjoyed myself.. (*except for the waiting)
It was a potluck + BBQ event.
The food and ppl are so nice!!!!

So after we sent baby's 'sister' and 'aunty'home, saw a 4 car crash.
I've been seeing alot of accidents recently..
Yes, bike and car accidents.
Since the night I helped out in that bike-car crash incidents, i've been seeing it like almost EOD.
This is what freaks me out.

There was once when baby send me hm, we were sitting in the car enjoying our small talk as we had so many things to talk about. So, we parked ms.red in a lot. A uncle riding a bike was just about to go out fell from his bike immediately after he starts his engine. We just looked at each other and got out to help like fast.

Then, the road that is near to my grandma's place. 2 car crash there.
And many more.

At about 12 plus we saw a 4 car crash. blue honda fit was the worst looking.
Heard from baby, the driver was 30+ and he din make it.

It makes me so scare.
It makes me remind of Rx.

Its such a bad way to take ppl away from the world.
Its like human error that causes the accident.

So pls pls pls.. Drive carefully..
Baoxin-Baby: Never let such things happen to u again.
Baoxin-2Wens: Pls drive carefully and be safe.
Baoxin-Kor: Don drive 160km/h in SG. Be safe at Germany.
Baoxin-Jeff: Be safe driving. U got 1 wife, 2 kids, 1 dog.
Baoxin-Shawn: If your hand is giving u prob, pls don drive.
Baoxin- Nikki: Pls don fall aslp while riding!
Baoxin-Linda: Pls walk carefully, don jay-walk. You know u r prone to attract cars...

I treasure u all more than my own life. So, pls drive safely.

12:58
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*[ December 17, 2008 ]*

had a day off tdy... =)
thou its a wednesday but i've got baby's company...
which is all that matters.. =)

* accompany her for her hand rv at ttsh. (*off day still got to go back - fated)
it took us 1 hr to wait to see the doc in charge, in exchange for a 5min, few sentences.. =_="

* yep.. then we had lunch at magic wok at NS.. NICE.. =) 2 person, 4dishes..
* walk ard NS and baby got me 2 PAIRS OF NEW SHOE!!! YAY... =D

*then to alexandra techno-park to service my presario =((((
i'm gonna miss it for like days or perhaps weeks..
now that i'm using my bro's, many urls i'm cracking my head to rem.. but of 'cos its like a diffincult task for me to accomplish...

* then we went to jurong point.. i'm overwhelmed by that place!! stayed there for some time and we set off hm to SLP!! hahahas..
was too tired.. kept dozing off in the car, which is hardly seen of me.. =(

*i guess we slept for abt 2 hrs or so, then spent some quality time tgt b4 we go for dinner - prata, craving that for quite some time..... very satisfying tdy.. =)

*hm sweet hm respectively after that.. if only we cld have a hm of our own.. (*dreaming)

afew good news in my life thou..
* new altis corolla..
anyways.. i'm hoping to drive the altis corolla SOON... wish me luck.. ;)
* nearly new cannon 400D..
* my kor coming hm!!!
* holidaying at march next yr...

it feels like a really loving and merry season..
xmas and a new yr is coming, then chinese new yr..
time passes so fast.. i'm going to be a working adult soon..
its something that i dont really want think abt.. but, heck it for the meantime..
busy busy busy!!! *but i'm already like thinking of how to enjoy my xmas with my 3.1 and baby..
EXCITED!!! =D

22:42
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*[ December 13, 2008 ]*

who can make me happy?
am i making a big fuss?
i m so upset abt myself...

ROARRRRR....

22:52
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*[ December 12, 2008 ]*

12 december~
2Yrs Anniversary with my baby.. =D

You were with me when my world was down.
You touches my heart each time you make my world goes round.
You never fail to make me smile,
If not for you, happiness is never found.

Thank you baby,
You matters to me & I love you to my maximum ;)

17:49
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*[ December 10, 2008 ]*

sometimes in life you may wonder who are those that admire or judge you.
its funny that i thought of this all of a sudden on my off day.
was just lying on bed, going thru certain things in my lap and i realise that i am judged by ppl certainly during the phase of my life.

i often get misunderstood, often got neglected, often get crap comments.
i'm seldom appreciated, nearly zero praises i heard.
sometimes i really wonder if i really deserved the ways that how i was treated.

is there somethin wrong with me that i don deserve good stuff?
or am i just prone to bad things..
am i not worth those attention..

i am not evil.
either i am too nice.
i am just myself.
i guess that's wat makes me weak.

*i realise C took quite a lot away from me

P.s: get well soon baby.

12:03
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*[ December 04, 2008 ]*

Baoxin love surprises!! =)
GOOD surprises of 'cos..
Hate bad ones of 'cos.. *like duh, who doesnt

2/12
& YES, i had a bad one ydae that caused me to be so upset.......
I lost my fav wristlet.. =( *Sobs
& of 'cos with my IC, money, atm cards etc..
*GOSH!!!
How cld i be so careless?? *hais

To baby: I know u were kan chiong for me that's y u werent so nice at 8Pm, 2/12..
Its ok.. I still love you.. =)

She's so so sweet to pick me up from work & we had dinner @ our fav chomps & we had a long chit chat in the car.. =)))

then, after our goodbye kiss, when i return to my apartment, i got a SHOCK of my life!!!!

@ 2355hrs, 3/12

i sees this in my room!!! >>>>

oh man!!! its what i always wanted!!! the wheel-shoerack from fourskin..
feel so loved now that i think i cant slp tonite!!!

I was practically hugging it the moment i see it in my room..
love it love IT LOVE IT!!!!

I am going to sit down for a day to sort my shoes in there.. =) YEAH!

BIG BIG BIG THANK YOU to:
MY BELOVED 3.1 +*hui + Shawny (i promise i will bbq u one round of food that day)

*now i feel so loved....... 8D

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