Alrights. I'm officially lifeless....
I'm like working 5/7 now and 6/7 in future; with no guarenteed weekends/PH off..
*Sounds depressing huh? (*laughs)
sometimes i just feel that maybe this job is not suitable for me, 'cos of the day offs..
Despite me loving my job, what i'm doing.
I'm still so whining, aint i? Sighs...
Its just awful to not being able to be with my baby, 3.1, friends on their exact off/free days..
Noone knows how bad it is, other than myself.
And to be honest, I feel like locking up myself psychologically at some point of time..
But, dont worry.. I'm trying to control my emotions for the better...
And wells.. Got my schedule tdy again.....
Here's some updates..
Mon: 8/12: PM [Supposingly to be a PH for everyone =(]
Tues: 9/12: AM
Wed: 10/12: PH
Thurs: 11/12: PM
Fri: 12/12: AM (Its EB's 2yrs, but u've got some program lined up alr)
Sat: 13/12: DO (To 3.1: Pls plan for the SENTOSA trip, or it will be like NEVER!)
Sun: 14/12: DO
Mon: 15/12: PM
Tues: 16/12: AM
Wed: 17/12: DO
Thurs: 18/12: DO
Fri: 19/12: PM
Sat: 20/12: PM
Sun: 21/12: AM
Mon: 22/12: ND
Tues: 23/12: ND
Wed: 24/12: ND [HELLO!!!! Its xmas eve=(]
Thurs: 25/12: SD (I'm gonna spend xmas sleeping! SAD!)
Fri: 26/12: DO
Sat: 27/12: DO
Sun: 28/12: PH
Mon: 29/12: AM
Tues: 30/12: AM
Wed: 31/12: PM (To be on shift till 9.30pm then countdown? GOSH!)
Thurs: 01/1: AM (YES! New Yr's day but still working)
Fri: 02/1: DO
Sat: 03/1: PH
Sun: 04/1: DO
Well... you know the colors indicators...
So ppl, if you are someone who love to have ur own freedom, date a nurse.....
Tomorrow on AM shift, gonna meet baby to buy clinic's printer and to spend some quality time tgt.. =)
Sleeping mode soon... Tata~
Emotions: tired; dead tired.
