*[ October 22, 2008 ]*
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I was having this conversation with a close friend the other day.
:) - Baox, is it more saddening for parents to lose their child when they're just a new life in the world? Or is it more heartbreaking to lose their kids when they're like in their 20s?
Baox*: ....... (*speechless)
So again and again... this conversation which we had went thru' my mind... I still dont have my answer.. - _ -
Losing a baby who was just welcomed to the world for barely days, weeks, months. Are you able to accept if you are his/her parent? It took you nearly 9 months to bore the baby, the connection which noone else would understands, the closed-interaction which no other would have. You may only spend days, weeks or even months with the baby.. When you lose him/her in such duration, should you be sadden?
But again... Losing your child in his/her 20s.. It took you 9 months to bore the baby, 20++ years of raising up the child, communicating and understanding his/her lifestyle thruout the years.. Should you be much more devastated when youare the one who lose your kid?
I only have a conclusion. Either scenarios are painful for their close ones.. I hope i never have to break the news to any of their loved one ever again...
Quote of the day:
Treat everyone around you nicer.
Love everyone around you stronger.
Cherish everyone around you deeper.
:) - Baox, is it more saddening for parents to lose their child when they're just a new life in the world? Or is it more heartbreaking to lose their kids when they're like in their 20s?
Baox*: ....... (*speechless)
So again and again... this conversation which we had went thru' my mind... I still dont have my answer.. - _ -
Losing a baby who was just welcomed to the world for barely days, weeks, months. Are you able to accept if you are his/her parent? It took you nearly 9 months to bore the baby, the connection which noone else would understands, the closed-interaction which no other would have. You may only spend days, weeks or even months with the baby.. When you lose him/her in such duration, should you be sadden?
But again... Losing your child in his/her 20s.. It took you 9 months to bore the baby, 20++ years of raising up the child, communicating and understanding his/her lifestyle thruout the years.. Should you be much more devastated when youare the one who lose your kid?
I only have a conclusion. Either scenarios are painful for their close ones.. I hope i never have to break the news to any of their loved one ever again...
Quote of the day:
Treat everyone around you nicer.
Love everyone around you stronger.
Cherish everyone around you deeper.
p.s.: I love my darlings....
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*[ October 17, 2008 ]*
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wow... had a hetic week and i really already start missing my holidaying i swear..
attachment is gonna start ike in another 2 days.. there goes my enjoying life...
nothing is as good as photo evidence ;)
11 oct: the girls outing =)
12 oct: celebration of wenz's 22nd
P.S.: To my lovely sister, hope u had a good birthday.. love ya...
14 oct: baby day and balloon making day...
15 oct: adventure day...
16 oct: erjie's convo and ktv day
P.S.: to lovely erjie, congrats!!!! hope u love the surprise balloons.. love ya...
SO... tell me.. am i a busy woman??? ;)
attachment is gonna start ike in another 2 days.. there goes my enjoying life...
nothing is as good as photo evidence ;)
11 oct: the girls outing =)
12 oct: celebration of wenz's 22nd
P.S.: To my lovely sister, hope u had a good birthday.. love ya...
14 oct: baby day and balloon making day...
15 oct: adventure day...
16 oct: erjie's convo and ktv day
P.S.: to lovely erjie, congrats!!!! hope u love the surprise balloons.. love ya...
SO... tell me.. am i a busy woman??? ;)
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*[ October 15, 2008 ]*
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company by your loved one is the greatest medicine. =)
thou' it didnt start out very nicely... but still i enjoy...
went to song of the sea perfomance at sentosa tdy.
1 word - its was AWESOME... =)))
i want to go watch it again, baby....
and thanks for those wondeful sweet moments...
thou' it didnt start out very nicely... but still i enjoy...
went to song of the sea perfomance at sentosa tdy.
1 word - its was AWESOME... =)))
i want to go watch it again, baby....
and thanks for those wondeful sweet moments...
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*[ October 14, 2008 ]*
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september, october; it hadnt been a very good months for me. i know i've mention it before already... but just felt that this is a pretty emo-week for me. perhaps its pms or maybe its 'cos i'm just too free.
Not much of smooth sailing days to pass by with, it was complicate with much emotional struggles. Life has to go on, i know, i know. I am already been very opimistic about how i should react to situations, to my feelings...
do i really know mysef well, or enough?
maybe its the over confident tingy in me that could explain why i'm feeling the way i am. i like to feel important.. but i guess what you prefer always don suit your means. sometimes, i feel like crying. sometimes, i feel like flaring up. sometimes, i just don wan to bother. hmm.. i know what it sounds like.. crazy huh? hahas... i think i might need anti depressants. or perhaps some kind of therapy.
I dont have many friends, come to think of it. i seldom had the priviledge to talk to them thru the phone. sometimes, i feel pathetic, at times. human beings are unsatisfied basically. i wonder if i sld be happy abt it..... 'cos at least i'm a human being..
come to think of it again. i feel that the fengshui or predictions books are actually kind of accurate. hahas.. i sedom believe in such things. i need to zhuan yun and i need to block all xiao ren(s) ard me!
what i do now, is to try keep myself happy. keep myself occupied. I'm feeling feverish... not feeling very well...
i miss the happy box...
i will be back soon for pictures.. ;)
*Just wan be random here; I LOVE MY LOVED ONES.. My Family, 3.1, Ryan & Kyan, My baby.
Not much of smooth sailing days to pass by with, it was complicate with much emotional struggles. Life has to go on, i know, i know. I am already been very opimistic about how i should react to situations, to my feelings...
do i really know mysef well, or enough?
maybe its the over confident tingy in me that could explain why i'm feeling the way i am. i like to feel important.. but i guess what you prefer always don suit your means. sometimes, i feel like crying. sometimes, i feel like flaring up. sometimes, i just don wan to bother. hmm.. i know what it sounds like.. crazy huh? hahas... i think i might need anti depressants. or perhaps some kind of therapy.
I dont have many friends, come to think of it. i seldom had the priviledge to talk to them thru the phone. sometimes, i feel pathetic, at times. human beings are unsatisfied basically. i wonder if i sld be happy abt it..... 'cos at least i'm a human being..
come to think of it again. i feel that the fengshui or predictions books are actually kind of accurate. hahas.. i sedom believe in such things. i need to zhuan yun and i need to block all xiao ren(s) ard me!
what i do now, is to try keep myself happy. keep myself occupied. I'm feeling feverish... not feeling very well...
i miss the happy box...
i will be back soon for pictures.. ;)
*Just wan be random here; I LOVE MY LOVED ONES.. My Family, 3.1, Ryan & Kyan, My baby.
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*[ October 09, 2008 ]*
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Met Baby tdy. I think she tried to compensate for neglecting me the past few weeks? (*hahas)
Anws. Met her abt 1+ to have our lunch. At this newly open restaurant at Heeren - 'dai kai jie'... Its our first time there and seriously it would be the last. The food aint exactly fantastic (*super salty), price are a little costly too. The ambience and service are ok.
Check out the food!
Yupp.. That's my lunch. In the previous chapter... Remember me saying abt having a lobster baby coming back from diving? (*its not the real lobster, lobster)
See for urself. Ppl are like laughing at her. This pictures are already the better and not so digusting version....... Imagine, she was out with mask the past few days. (*trying to be da ming xin =P) Thank god! I finally sees her natural skin color coming back~
09 Oct suppose to be Uncle Jay's new album release. BUT... Delayed somehow. No reasons. It'd be here only on next wed. Of course, his superfan is upset. She was already reminding me abt going to get it last night. But wells... Being a typical singaporean. We were kiasu enough to do pre-ordering. (we got the LIMITED ED version OK?) This time round, Uncle Jay is giving out the cube as freebies. Awesome looking~ I bet its gonna remain the same way (untouched) as it is, shown in the photo below. (*she just cant bear to..... - _ -") Uncle Jay is really good at doing business.
We headed to our fav theatre then to watch Big Stan tdy. Its a comedy. Not a must watch but i was laughing thru' out the show. So it didnt make me bored at all. =) I just love cathay cineleisure. =D
Well, i know it seems like any other day but it was nice company i had (*at least to me).
Havent been seeing her alot lately. Suddenly forgot how to be talkative. I just kept looking at her while she do the talkings. And as usual she complains that i was annoying her the whole time again.
And Baby, thank you for being so understanding and helpful when I'm facing depressing moments.
I love you. ;)
Psst! Recession is coming man... (*shakes head) the one thing that came to my mind was why didnt my dad print money?? (*hahas) Sometimes i just wonder if its good to be surviving in a developing country.
Anws. Met her abt 1+ to have our lunch. At this newly open restaurant at Heeren - 'dai kai jie'... Its our first time there and seriously it would be the last. The food aint exactly fantastic (*super salty), price are a little costly too. The ambience and service are ok.
Check out the food!
Yupp.. That's my lunch. In the previous chapter... Remember me saying abt having a lobster baby coming back from diving? (*its not the real lobster, lobster)
See for urself. Ppl are like laughing at her. This pictures are already the better and not so digusting version....... Imagine, she was out with mask the past few days. (*trying to be da ming xin =P) Thank god! I finally sees her natural skin color coming back~
09 Oct suppose to be Uncle Jay's new album release. BUT... Delayed somehow. No reasons. It'd be here only on next wed. Of course, his superfan is upset. She was already reminding me abt going to get it last night. But wells... Being a typical singaporean. We were kiasu enough to do pre-ordering. (we got the LIMITED ED version OK?) This time round, Uncle Jay is giving out the cube as freebies. Awesome looking~ I bet its gonna remain the same way (untouched) as it is, shown in the photo below. (*she just cant bear to..... - _ -") Uncle Jay is really good at doing business.
We headed to our fav theatre then to watch Big Stan tdy. Its a comedy. Not a must watch but i was laughing thru' out the show. So it didnt make me bored at all. =) I just love cathay cineleisure. =D
Well, i know it seems like any other day but it was nice company i had (*at least to me).
Havent been seeing her alot lately. Suddenly forgot how to be talkative. I just kept looking at her while she do the talkings. And as usual she complains that i was annoying her the whole time again.
And Baby, thank you for being so understanding and helpful when I'm facing depressing moments.
I love you. ;)
Psst! Recession is coming man... (*shakes head) the one thing that came to my mind was why didnt my dad print money?? (*hahas) Sometimes i just wonder if its good to be surviving in a developing country.
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*[ October 08, 2008 ]*
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Wohoo~
What a bad start for my October... Hais... It has been utterly awful...
For now... Things would be better i hope.. Pray for me darlings...
1. Dearest Pris is stable after surgery.. Sacrifices do work.. And i thank god for letting miracles happen.. Good luck Pris!!!!
2. The discovery of xiao die's issue has also went off with the wind.. Dad allows me to keep it with T&C applied, of course!
3. Oh.. And that clubbing issue.. He never says much more.. (*i don wan him to start at all anws)
So, right now... I am gg to be a super guilty kid, trying to suck up to my dad.. I've been a real good kid till now, I swear...
Thank god... its all over!!!! *PHEW!!!
Baby came back on sunday night after her dive...
It was nice meeting her thou' its only for a coke at the coffeeshop..
And guess wat.. a lobster baby came back to me.... and she is not very happy about it... hahas...
Hey baby, if u see this... i wan tell u that its ok to be red... i definitely can accept ur skin color if jun can face her black kor kor for mths... (*not forgetting urs is only for weeks maybe?) hahas.. SO, SMILE!!! =)
I miss her anyways... havent been seeing her much lately..
she is so busy with stuff... but nvm... i'm keeping myself occupied with my dvds.. 'cos it make time pass faster.. =)
[*so baby, can we go get more SOON?? ;) ]
I understand and know i'm no kid to throw any tatrums.. I am accomodating..
Yes, i know i'm such a good girlfriend.. And, YES, i also know that she's lucky..
Cheers....
What a bad start for my October... Hais... It has been utterly awful...
For now... Things would be better i hope.. Pray for me darlings...
1. Dearest Pris is stable after surgery.. Sacrifices do work.. And i thank god for letting miracles happen.. Good luck Pris!!!!
2. The discovery of xiao die's issue has also went off with the wind.. Dad allows me to keep it with T&C applied, of course!
3. Oh.. And that clubbing issue.. He never says much more.. (*i don wan him to start at all anws)
So, right now... I am gg to be a super guilty kid, trying to suck up to my dad.. I've been a real good kid till now, I swear...
Thank god... its all over!!!! *PHEW!!!
Baby came back on sunday night after her dive...
It was nice meeting her thou' its only for a coke at the coffeeshop..
And guess wat.. a lobster baby came back to me.... and she is not very happy about it... hahas...
Hey baby, if u see this... i wan tell u that its ok to be red... i definitely can accept ur skin color if jun can face her black kor kor for mths... (*not forgetting urs is only for weeks maybe?) hahas.. SO, SMILE!!! =)
I miss her anyways... havent been seeing her much lately..
she is so busy with stuff... but nvm... i'm keeping myself occupied with my dvds.. 'cos it make time pass faster.. =)
[*so baby, can we go get more SOON?? ;) ]
I understand and know i'm no kid to throw any tatrums.. I am accomodating..
Yes, i know i'm such a good girlfriend.. And, YES, i also know that she's lucky..
Cheers....
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*[ October 03, 2008 ]*
02:04
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when you are down in luck, bad things never fail to happen...
i am always no better...
is it really that syndrome? or is it just me whose good for nothing..
anyway this just sucks...
HOW often do you meet your own dad when you are like at clubbing...
that sort of sight which he hate most...
the fact of 'tom boys' hanging ard me, the fact of the consuming alcohol..
CONDEMNed like usual...
i should say: 一波未平，一波有起.
mood: SUCKY, =(, FEAR
who understands what i'm going thru' anyways.. hais..
baby's going away again~
i am always no better...
is it really that syndrome? or is it just me whose good for nothing..
anyway this just sucks...
HOW often do you meet your own dad when you are like at clubbing...
that sort of sight which he hate most...
the fact of 'tom boys' hanging ard me, the fact of the consuming alcohol..
CONDEMNed like usual...
i should say: 一波未平，一波有起.
mood: SUCKY, =(, FEAR
who understands what i'm going thru' anyways.. hais..
baby's going away again~
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