well... too many things has happen within the week...
sometimes i really suspect myself being under some sub-conscious stress, leading to some sort of depression...
do you think so?
thou' i'm kind of having holiday, my emotions aint switch to the right mode...
situations caused it...
sometimes i also wonder if i've made the right choice to be a nurse...
not that i'm regretting it.. but is it really my cup of tea?
life is fragile... i know it.. but hate to face it..
depressed, i am...
during such time.. guess what.. something which i don really wan, happens...
wed... dad found out abt my xiao-die... thou' it had already been hidden for abt 1 yr 3 mths, i aint ready to get screwed for this... not yet... not during this time..
but well... i cant turn the clock just like the ferris wheel.. he found out.. he hates it.. he wants it to be get rid of... in 1 week's time.. yes, laser! i'm still thinking... hais~
ble2, she's a teardrop, a crack in my heart... i do feel the heartache, always... just that nobody knows...
nevertheless...
cheers for baby to come back safely...
the meet-up situation after 1 week of missing and waiting wasnt what i desired and expect..
but well..
as long as everyone is safe and sound...
and YES! i am so free that i've change my blogskin.. its so cute and i love it! 'cos it means something to me..
lets hope things get better... i really want to smile without fear...